i found an old email exchange from the day of my high school graduation, when some one told me that they had a nice day before and after seeing me. that day i felt really depressed and had a pretty bad day. this is what i wrote her back.....
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today i was up early and went to work
and after that tragedy, it was to my graduation
and with that woe, while others popped the cork
i was alone, sad, and lacking any congratulation #

it was next i went today eve's place
and that was pretty alright
as i got to see your face
but after being spun around, my stomach was quite a fright #

then it was time to drive around in the rain
then sit at my house, feeling insane #

so i felt i should write a few of the singular word
until it was time to chance it alone to what i heard #

would be a nice showing
of the movie for which i was going #

but when you watch a movie alone
the torment is just so much
that it's hard to capture it, even in poem
so i'll just say it was bad like such and such #

so there you have my awful mid weekend
with its tiny moment of you, a godsend #

and while i glad it was good for you
to say i'm not envious wouldn't be true #